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Ithaca College Personal Statement

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In 1993, I was awarded a full scholarship to the prestigious Music School at Ithaca

College, in Ithaca, New York. As a classical singer and trumpet player in training, I

spent my high school years preparing for several entrance auditions to music

conservatories. Ithaca College ended up giving me the best financial package and, from

the very beginning, the music program they offered was my personal favorite.

Full of enthusiasm and optimism, I entered my freshman year at Ithaca College at the

top of the pack. I quickly discovered that my amazing high school trumpet teacher,

Crawford Staul, had trained me to play beyond my years. His thorough instruction

enabled me not only to reach my goals, but to surpass them, as well. In my first …show more content…

My entire freshman year was like a dream. I was playing at a level that allowed me to

compete with the top undergraduate players and graduate students. I truly thought that

I was on the fast-track to success. When I entered my sophomore year, however,

things rapidly changed. For some reason, I started having tremendous difficulty playing

the trumpet, especially when people were listening to or watching me play. Whenever I

had an audience, I sweated profusely and had a difficult time getting air through the

horn. My performance problems became so crippling that I had to drop out of college. I

was absolutely devastated and I felt completely lost.

It took nearly eight years before doctors diagnosed an illness based on my primary

symptoms, which were extreme social anxiety and depression. I was finally told by a

psychiatrist in 2001, that I was struggling with bipolar/depression. I was relieved to

have a name for my disorder, but at the time, I had no idea that the treatment and

various prescriptions surrounding the illness, would take me on an unbelievably

exhausting journey, one that would last another ten years.

With the help of an outstanding treatment team, I am currently feeling better than

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